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I post this message, wondering if it should be categorised as a Spirit Message or an item of Philosophy. Perhaps it is both?
Anyway, here goes…!
I awoke early on the morning of 26th February 2019, with an odd feeling inside and around me. It is hard to describe what I felt but a dullness had pervaded me, like I was waiting for something. Expectant, but not knowing what to expect. I was almost hesitant but not in the way one would be if they were anticipating an event, more as feeling a sense of curiosity, or as one waiting to see what would happen next.
The room was still and I sensed nothing, felt nothing but calm and stillness. It was like I was in a fog of still energy but not dark energy. As time elapsed, at a rate I could not determine, the following unfolded before me…
i) I maintained an increasingly sinking and closed in feeling
ii) I became totally enveloped by a tangible ‘nothingness’
iii) Time seemed to stand still
iv) My breathing seemed to be on-hold, yet I was not holding my breath
v) I had a clear sense of detachment from my physical body
vi) As I became aware of detachment and sensed I was free to pass away or stay in the physical, a fear developed
vii) The sense of separation increased, I became aware I was being pulled further into the deepening silence, time was running out
viii) I became fully aware that it was decision time, do I stay or go
ix) I realised I was not ready…I shouted out…MY GIRLS
x) Upon this exclamation I snapped back to physical reality!
The whole episode had caught me off-guard. I realised how easily I could have been called to spirit and how some earthly thought, had made the process stop. In the instance of shouting ‘My GIRLS’, I had simultaneously rationalised that
i) My Mother had already Lost a husband and her only other son and I did not want her to suffer the loss of another nor leave her alone
ii) My eldest Daughter faces a struggle with the health of my Grand Daughter and needs my help
iii) My youngest Daughter is expecting another Grand Child and would be devastated if I was not around at her birth
iv) My female Grand Children have witnessed great loss of family members in a short period of time and would face unbearable grief
v) My Girlfriend has also suffered great loss and would be devastated on top of recent family losses
All of the above and my exclamation, must have passed through my mind in a millisecond. It caused me to pause and reflect on life. More-over it made me consider the arrangements I have in place should I suddenly ‘go’. I thought I had already settled my affairs in the event of my death, when I had faced bullets in Turkey in 2016, but this whole experience made me review current arrangements and also change my Will. Time passes so quickly and I would encourage everyone, on the basis of my experience, to do the same and regularly review their situation regarding those that are left behind.
I am not sure when I will ‘Get the Call’ again, or if I will be given another opportunity to ‘opt-out’ but when I do, next time I will be ready.
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When I was but a young boy.
I see through a vignette,
a window to… Medieval times?
I run and play, youthful,
Young thoughts of a different kind.
Then something! A floating feeling
I watch a skinny body, fair haired lifting.
Rough straw on the ground, under me,
I remember mud and stones on the road.
Running out, a cart rolling along…
It was my last confused memory!
There appears another form,
It is me but I am older.
Much older, middle aged even.
How long the gap?
I know not.
I am much older now,
A foreign merchant maybe?
Well dressed, waistcoat,
older style of dress. I feel…
Turkish? Middle Eastern at least,
I am overweight, fat even!
Hard to walk,
Too much of a good thing.
I am on bended knee and short of breath,
Over indulgence brings my demise.
The cycle starts. Again!
I lay here, waiting to die
Looking ahead at the room but not seeing it
My mind racing.
I can see my loved ones around me
In the peripheral vision of my glazed eyes
As I stare straight ahead at nothing.
I would look straight through them anyway
I am too weak…
To even turn my head, to look upon them.
I am transfixed
Seemingly in and out of cognition
Yet always thinking…
How cruel the mind!
My life plays back
In that mind’s eye
How I wish the relentless thoughts could stop
I consider myself a Driver
Of a vehicle that is now worn out
Pushed to the side of the road.
I will leave it soon to go home
No luggage or possessions will go with me, nor even the clothes I wear.
Only memories and the love in my heart
What does it mean?
Will it be Alien to me?
My home is with my loved ones here, yet I know I must eventually leave them
Near Death, I realise how cruel ‘life’ is
And to me.
They can never see me in my physical form again
I can never hold, touch or even speak to them?
Better to have lived than not?
I don’t know.
Thinking about it alarms me, brings tears to my eyes!
They dry the tears running down my cheek
But they cannot heal my heart
Slowly breaking from inside out.
How did I get to this?
I know I must go but I don’t want to!
Will it be soon?
I am afraid.
But worse than that…
I am missing my loved ones before I have even left them.
More tears at this thought.
Oh my God it is a vicious cycle!
Still my mind will not rest…
My breathing becomes laboured.
I want to tell them I love them
But I have not the strength to speak
Even to look at them and smile? No.
The strength is ebbing…
I feel it!
Hard now, to even think.
I see the light
Fading it is
My eyes they are closing…
I feel my weight lifted
The tearing of Body and Soul
As I exhale for the last time…
Love and Peace
Sometimes we must see things from the perspective of the other person, in order to know what best to do for them!
Although some people can have few others that they may be able to rely upon, there comes a time when they feel they need a confidante, or an independent viewpoint to help them see a way forward in life.
It may seem difficult to understand in some respects, but when this situation occurs in life, it could be that the last thing they need is someone else. Although an independent viewpoint can help, the individual concerned must still end up making up their own mind anyway in the end. On this basis they do not need someone to understand their position, the lost soul in this instance, needs to get to the point where they understand themselves and the position they are currently at, on their own life path. External involvement could actually cloud judgement and delay self enlightenment, unless of course the external listener is a counsellor and therefore trained to help in such matters.
The person facing their life dilemmas, must learn to gather their thoughts and still their mind (through quiet contemplation or meditation) and, in so doing, raise their awareness to a higher level of consciousness in order to establish how they feel within themselves, what their position in life is, and compare this with the feelings they should like to have and the position they should like to be in. Once this understanding is realised, then and only then, will they be able to correct their course and get on the life path that is best for them.
They must concentrate on all the positive aspects and try to maintain them, bearing in mind that there may still need to be some adjustment to the extent of this, as finding a life balance often requires compromise. The compromises will be even greater if a partner or dependents are also involved.
When considering the negative aspects of their lives and what they should like to change for the better, there must sometimes be ruthless change. Often a new start may be necessary and this could affect others around the person, however once understanding of the change that is necessary has been achieved, then it is the persons responsibility to themselves (and those around them) and their own happiness, to make it happen!
There then, lies the formula for true balance and whilst an external source may be able to aid this process, the answers are far better coming from within and as a consequence of a persons deeper understanding of their own necessities in life.
A consequence of bringing about change for the better, may lead to a period of isolation and possibly result in a feeling of loneliness and self-doubt, especially if it means ending a relationship(s). This again is an often necessary phase in the human life cycle, for a person to go through, when re-balancing their position to meet what will be the right emotional and physical path of existence that is right for them. Change whilst difficult and painful, is necessary and often unavoidable, when a person is seeking to adjust their lives to meet their needs and expectations in life.
The question the individual must overcome when taking all of the above into consideration is, will the change(s) involved (even if implemented incrementally rather than all at once), justify all the pain and hard emotion that is necessary to bring the improvements about that are needed?
One thing that is certain, is that if the individual concerned is indeed unhappy with their current position in life, the situation is very unlikely to improve itself and any lifetime has only a finite period. Therefore every minute of life that should bring enjoyment and enrichment is wasted if it does not do this!
Hopefully, these few reflections can help those reading this philosophy. If you, or someone you know, faces the situation described above, then bear this point in mind; life is a journey, and requires as much attention to detail as any ocean going navigation!
There is sometimes a minor adjustment to the rudder to steer the right course, which should be manageable through the normal routines of daily life and these may be quite imperceptible. Then don’t forget the maintenance periods, where a break and refreshment is necessary in the form of holidays or getting away from it all. Other times, storms may well-up just as natural traumas and dramas do in life, this may require a pull in to port or resting up period, until such storms have passed. Then there are those occurrences that require drastic or evasive action if the ship is not to be sunk. In life these realisations or ‘wake-up calls’ may require a total change in direction, if there are rocks ahead however, one still has freedom of choice, be it a slow navigation through them or to circumvent them altogether.
These then are reflections on the path ahead. Plot your course well and make adjustments as necessary.
Love and Peace.